Just stuff.....

Weekend was good....went to the zoo with the Rose's.  Christian loved the monkeys!  Then went to church yesterday with them....so good weekend.
Got to spend a little time with Nes last night.....I got to his house and he wasn't feeling well. He had a terrible fever and so I didn't end up staying long.  Long enough of course to have some intimate time which is always good with him for sure!  I think he felt bad because he wasn't feeling well but it was good.....I sure wish I could be with him more but Nes is Nes and this is what it is.  Am I settling?  No because I feel that my life is still continuing forward.  I still continue to date and meet other people....my only concern is when the time comes that I will have to let him "go" merely because he doesn't want what I want....and for that, I'm sad....
In any event....need to get back to work!  Baci....