Stuff....

Not quite sure how to feel today....my new bff cancelled our date this evening.  First time actually and I just had this funny feeling that he was going to.  Not getting a good vibe from him...haven't had a good feeling for the past few weeks.  Perhaps he just is not that into me and doesn't have the heart to let me down....guess I'm going to have to just come out and ask him....rather know now than to be continually "strung" along....I certainly don't want that for myself....
OY.....so tired of this shit.  Back to the drawing board...
Fun thing though is that my "little" man is here with me for the weekend...so happy for that!  Love that little guy....Mr. Christian....