Just stuff

Gosh....here I am two years after this breakup and this man still continues to be a part of my "mind" and thoughts.  Why is that?
When I divorced Steven, never did I think about him like I have Tony.  I so pray every day that this will fade....I learned yesterday that it looks like T bought a home in LaGrange Park.  Gotta love the internet!  Scary wealth of knowledge...so of course, my mind was on that.  I have never in the past two years driven past his house.  Have been curious but have not.  Just don't want to know I guess....anyway.  I certainly hope that he is happy in his home and his life...that is all I can do for mysef at this point....
My life goes on...