Well.....

Decided that it was time to talk to someone about everything and what I have had to deal with.  Trying to move forward has been a bit "harder" than I could have ever imagined.  Although I've made great strides...I fall backwards.  Found a really nice person (woman) through our EAP program through work.  I have tapped into feelings that just were always there and needed to surface. She gets it and understands...YEAH.  She said how courageous of me to walk away from a man who was emotionally and verbally abusive....HMM....