It's been a month and I'm hanging in there.  Have been trying to keep busy.  Been out on a few dates which has been great for my ego.  I don't feel that I'm ready for a relationship but just like the fact of being out.   I know this feeling will fade...been through it before.  It's hard to focus sometimes and that is just something that will go away.  The weekends are the hardest.  Especially Sunday's.... My daughter left a few weeks ago and it's been hard.  We had her shower last weekend and everything went well.  She'll be back home in a few weeks for her dress so I'm looking forward to spending time with her.  Fourth of July is coming this weekend and have plans for the 5th but none for the 4th as of yet.  Hopefully the weather will cooperate because it hasn't so far this summer.   That's it for now....