It's been an ok weekend.  I've been busy with house things and friends but not really spending time with the person that I should be spending time with.  I'm in a relationship but I'm alone....I'm alone a lot more than I should be.  It's not a good feeling.  So I've made a promise to myself not to let someone else make me feel this way and I'm going to try my hardest to keep myself focused and full of things that make "me" happy.....It's sad that after 6 years in a relationship, that I have to feel this way.  Sometimes I wonder if it's just me...that this is the kind of person that I am.  I don't know...