My husband was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer on the 19th of February 2016 and died on March the 3rd and my heart is completely broken. He was only 53 years old. I am 44 years old. Since his death my world has completely caved. Every week I have a different problem at home from gas leak to plumbing, locks, doors, etc. I have moved in with my mother until repairs are complete.I feel angry, lost, sad, lonely and displaced. Not sure I will ever get over this.