This is my first entry. To start off, I've been in a relationship for almost 2 months, but it's not going so well. I keep lying to him, and I don't know why. It mainly has to do with talking to people (men) behind his back, and being scared to tell him so I lie and cover my tracks so he doesn't see. I don't know why I do it...it's heart wrenching to see what my actions do to him emotionally and mentally, but I feel like I have no control over what I say at times, it just comes out. I want to get better, to be more honest with him and have him trust me again. I've already deleted a few social media accounts that he thought would be a bad influence on my getting better, as well as joined this website. We have vowed to communicate more about what we feel. Any other tips would be helpful. Thanks.