I don't like that surgeon I saw yesterday.  He mistook my nervousness for what he called an attitude.  Instead of taking care of my needs, he walked out of the room saying he'd be back when I calmed down.  I never!!  He saw 4 or 5 other patients while I sat there getting more upset, not calming down.  If my sister had not had to waste her time taking me there, I would have walked out and said forget it.  I'll take the chemo without the port.  He did finally come deal with me.  The operation is scheduled for the 14th.  If for some reason he cancels it, I will say forget it.I got little sleep last night for rerunning the visit over and over, thinking how I might have handled it differently.