What to do....

well i'm sitting here doing some reading and have found that as sad as my life can be... that I have many blessings in my life... A wonderful husband... A beautiful daughter... 2 beautiful grand-daughters and 3 puppies...a roof over my head, food in the fridge, meat in the freezer...and fresh milk from the cow... a job I love, a car to get to that job... able to afford the gas that has to go into the tank and the insurance that I need in order to drive that car... Medical benefits so that even when I'm off of work.. because of this stupid broken ankle...I will still have some money coming in... and even though it's not much... hubby says not to worry... we'll be okay..Life is good!!! .             I'm working with people that are sick... yes...but healthy enough to come into the lab for bloodwork to be done Most of the time...occasionally I realize that one of my regulars... (patients) isn't around anymore... and that is sad... especially if its because they haven't made it through whatever health crisis they were going through... At which point I have to think of what they've given to me... I've seen the source of their courage... their words of wisdom and they way they accept what fate God has given them... I've even had some patients say.... enough... of the chemo... enough of the treatments... going for quality... not quantity of life.... they know what they want or don't want... now that's strength...       Yes, I've had some sad times in my life... but I also have had some wonderful times... wonderful memories and know that there is much more good and positive things going to happen in my life... even if that means... by talking to somebody helping them to deal with things in a positive manner... a healthy manner...   I know sometimes... that we/I get preoccupied with things that happen and maybe don't pay enough attention to a whisper... but.... if I listen to the whisper sometimes the most meaningful things are said softly... and in a whisper.... Here's peace to all... may your memories be good ones... and your life full of good memories... We can't change the past... but we can learn from the past.... lessions of life are not easy ones to learn... but remember our angels watch us... as we learn our lessons...