8 weeks now and....

i have anxiety! well, past couple of days due to a death in the family it was like my husbands dads 1st cousin or something like that but i knew her well and all i did yesturday was cry! and so i came to my mom and dads to change my environment and i felt my blood pressure rise and it was just bad! then i was feeling anxiety about the baby....wondering how i am affecting the baby i just need to chill but easier said then done! i am going to go walk the dogs in this crisp montana weather.....