8 days pull free

It has been way harder then I thought it was going to be. It's all I think about all day. Covering up my bald spots, the embarrassment, missing the pain. I feel like I'm going insane. OVER HAIR!
How the hell did I get here? One day I had a beautiful head of hair that I loved to toy with and today it's gone. And it is going to take forever to grow back. I hate myself for doing this, I really do.
UGH.