8 days in
So i have not gambled, officially, for 8 days. these first few days after a complete financially breakdown are not too hard. NOW is the time to start to be diligent and mindful.
i have no desire right now to gamble, but I am not so mindless that I don't understand a new desire is right around the corner.
I won't go. Christmas is upon me and my children are of the utmost important to me. Tuition is due soon, as wel.
If I am quiet, it is only because right now is a 'safe' time for me.
I hope the counselor gets back to me. I find it odd that he has not.
Anyway.............still feeling strong. still too tired, emotionally, mentally and physically, to repeat the madness.
Love to all.
i have no desire right now to gamble, but I am not so mindless that I don't understand a new desire is right around the corner.
I won't go. Christmas is upon me and my children are of the utmost important to me. Tuition is due soon, as wel.
If I am quiet, it is only because right now is a 'safe' time for me.
I hope the counselor gets back to me. I find it odd that he has not.
Anyway.............still feeling strong. still too tired, emotionally, mentally and physically, to repeat the madness.
Love to all.
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darlingd, nice to hear a positive development. there is tons of counselors (I had 6 of them...), other than the one who is not getting back to you, make it happen...
I am happy for you! Keep it simple.
Good thoughts, stay strong, stay vigilant and keep those priorities close.
Hang in there and like Vicky said, keep it simple.