7dp5dt Arggghhh
OMG it seems so close but so far and so surreal!!
So basically I haven't gone more than 10mins without thinking about the results on Thursday!!!
I am so frustrated because I basically have no idea what I am likely to find out on Thursday....like no clue!! none. I really thought I would feel more at this point, not necessarily symptoms but just a gut feeling. I have nothing!! I do have a little hope, but that is all.
It pisses me off that even if you have heaps of symptoms there's no telling if they are real or not, if they mean anything, I just don't know!
I have slightly sore boobs but really nothing severe, and I have had the odd, crampy twinges but nothing I could be confident I would even have noticed if I weren't paying ridiculously close attention!
I have had some very mild headaches and I am tired but the estrogen made me tired from the start! SO really I have nothing to go on! I am hoping this doesn't mean, there's nothing going on in there??
I have started though to think about if the result is positive, what is the next thing to worry about, how do I know if its a normal pregnancy, how do they know if its chemical?? I am going to struggle so much with being convinced!!
So basically I haven't gone more than 10mins without thinking about the results on Thursday!!!
I am so frustrated because I basically have no idea what I am likely to find out on Thursday....like no clue!! none. I really thought I would feel more at this point, not necessarily symptoms but just a gut feeling. I have nothing!! I do have a little hope, but that is all.
It pisses me off that even if you have heaps of symptoms there's no telling if they are real or not, if they mean anything, I just don't know!
I have slightly sore boobs but really nothing severe, and I have had the odd, crampy twinges but nothing I could be confident I would even have noticed if I weren't paying ridiculously close attention!
I have had some very mild headaches and I am tired but the estrogen made me tired from the start! SO really I have nothing to go on! I am hoping this doesn't mean, there's nothing going on in there??
I have started though to think about if the result is positive, what is the next thing to worry about, how do I know if its a normal pregnancy, how do they know if its chemical?? I am going to struggle so much with being convinced!!
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All your thoughts are completely normal. I don\'t think any woman who has been through IVF, and Infertility, has ever not worried that something bad is going to happen! Please try & relax from now till Thursday (I know it\'s almost impossible not to think about it!!), I pray that you see a BFP on Thursday!! XXX
Good luck! I hope the wait goes very quickly! Keep busy :) Thinking of you.
The last part of the TWW is a bitch, plain and simple. Your mind runs away with all kinds of scenarios. Just try and relax as much as possible! Unfortunately there is not always much in the way of symptoms as this point so it can be tough to know without testing. Stay positive, can\'t wait to hear on Thursday!!
After all the shots, pills, etc., I still think TWW is the worst of it all. Hoping all of your symptoms mean BFP. Good luck on Thursday!
Hang in there!! I felt like I was going to get my period for the first month I was pregnant. I was sure the IVF had failed. I too was obsessed about it. How can we not be? I\'m rooting for you my friend. Can\'t wait till Thursday :)
Can\'t wait til Thursday!!
I know how frustrating this wait is! I hope that Thursday brings many smiles and tears of happiness for you, you deserve it! I\'m just glad we are in the week that we get to test!
*HUG!! Hang in there friend!! The TWW is a mind Messer it really is! It doesnt help that all the drugs are also pumping through your body which also messes with the mind (at least for me it always does) I always have toddler type melt downs, ridiculous paranoid thoughts, and have a hard time sleeping because I am awake overthinking EVERYTHING. I am over here in my neck of the woods cheering you on. I hope time flies for you this week. Keep us posted.
Thanks ladies!