Im still doing the ovulation tests everyday, I guess I dont ovulate like the average gal.  I should be now but Im not.  It is so stressful, after this time , were not trying anymore.  Were just gonna leave it up to God. I feel so fat, and depressed and tired all the time.   My subpump has broken twice this week, flooding my laundry room..  I am so tired from all the mess.  Were moving the laundry room upstairs , were closing in our back porch.  I really dont like my basement.   I really just want a new house, but I have my shop and I couldnt leave that.  I love doing hair  and I dont know how to do anything else.   My day consists of Get everyone up,feed then, change them, take them to school.  Then when I get home I clean up bfast mess.  Do laundry, wash dishes , clean 3 bathrooms. Vacemn dust. My shop opens at 10, so I am over there after that working. Then at 4, I have to go get the kids, fix dinner,clean updinner, do more laundry.  Do inspections for homework,teeth,room clean.  I have to pack lunches for the next day and Iron uniforms too.  Brienna is so busy, shes not homemuch,Im so tired now I am crazt to want another baby,  but hubby does and I love him so much, he takes good care of us..I waited a long time to find him.. Our 3 yr anniversary is oct.22.   Well wish me luck on the tests....Love u guys soo much..