Hello everyone, I am feeling much better but now my son has the stomach virus.  He has to leave Friday to go to  his dads for 17 days.  Its so unfair.  He has gone for a week before but not 17 days.  Its the visitation guldlines for Ky.   It stinks.   I cry the whole time he is gone.  His dad usually trades me for a week at fall break and only makes him stay one week in June, but I took him to court for child support so hes mad and trying to get even I guess.  Hes only five, hes too little to be gone so long but it doesnt matter what age they are thats too long.  I laid in the pool  today, I got a lot of sun, I love to lay on the float.  Tomorrow I will go visit the babys grave. I got a little wooden cross to put on it.  Its so pretty, its in the woods under a weeping willow tree.  I should be about 20 wks pregnant and finding out the sex of the baby right now.  It makes me so sad to think about what could have been.  I do have comfort in knowing that I will be with him or her again one day.  I hope everyone has a good weekend..