Today I'm in a little less pain but have so much to do.I have to get my toddler bathed and ready for pre-preschool,shop for goodies for her Easter party at play group then come home cook dinner,wash clothes,do dishes I'm hoping by the time I get home I won't feel like total crap most days my baby girl is the only thing that keeps me going most of the time it's really hard to keep up with her but I push myself in fear of not being a good mom Farrah has many severe food allergies and seasonal allergies where I have no choice but to cook 3 fresh meals a day which some days can be very hard she has had many complications from them so she is a little behinde on her speech and motor now that I finally have gotten to the bottom of everything we can move forward and I have her in school 2 days a week and playgroup once a week  on top of having my two one in a half year old Dalmatian puppies and a husband somedays I feel defeated with pain it seems like no one understands how bad I get  there have been time I'm in so much pain  I get sick  my husband works so much and gos to school full time so barely has any free time if I do need help but when I ask others for help it seems as if people look at me like I should be able to do everything In the world so I no longer ask for help I'm really hoping this group at least can help me feel a little better and less discouraged I know they say try and do things when you feel good but more than half the time I can barely bend over and still have to suck it up and sometimes carry my very spirited 2 yr old around who is 3"2 and weighs 41 pounds Im sorry for complaining I just needed to vent