So at the time my doc has me on valium 5mg ,,was on 2mg until I let her know that wasn't enough . Doing a lot better with anxiety as long as I'm on pills lol.. Doing good with my lungs today but the day is young so.... on the other side of the coin if I'm not on pills I cry too much and I'm sad , I feel like I just don't care anymore . Plus the anger is through the roof , I feel like I hate the world and not because of my condition it's because of the selfishness, thoughtlessness, inconsideration for anyone elses feelings . I stopped watching the news years ago but I cant escape the cruelity and filth that goes on day after day . day after tomorrow I go to a wanta be shrink I really wouldn't want to deal with me at this point but hey she's getting paid .
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I just read your follow-up from your last entry. I am so sorry about your dog.
Good they gave you the valium. Made me laugh with the \"she\'s getting paid\". Haha. Good luck!
I tend to have a smart mouth...sorry bout that . Today is better . Turns out I get to stay on the valium if I agree to take Zoloft ...I agreed of course but seriously should I really have to jump through hoops to get help ? I hate anti-depressants ! is that even approperate with emphysema ? anyway I\'m more mad then anything . no-one wants to die like this . I use to be so nice , do anytihg I could to help anyone and it did not matter to me if I knew you or not I was born a giver ..now look what I\'ve become and that\'s what hurts the most.
No apology needed. I\'ve been through lots of counselors. Some clicked and some didn\'t. The ones that didn\'t, I just quit going. But, I was not \"assigned\" to go in order to receive medication. I knew I needed the help. And the therapist I went to last (it\'s been several years) really helped me a lot. Maybe that\'s why it\'s been several years? Ha.
The hoop-jumping sucks. Bleh. How many drugs do we need?
Hugs.