Update

Wow... seems forever since i've been on here. Alot has changed since the beginning of this year. 2011 has been really good to me this year and i havent been able to say that in the past few years. I enrolled in school this past spring and came out with really good grades and made the vice presidents list. Of course even a terrific year comes with challenges. For many years, i've built up long time emotions about my older sister. In her recent visits, those emotions broke out, resulting in two major arguments. My relationship with her right now is doing well, i still say it needs to be repaired but i know that she loves me. In school i've had some meltdowns when it came to solving math. I must have overcame that rocky road because i've passed it with good grades. I had to end a 7 yr friendship with a friend from high school. I know i did the right thing and i dont have any regrets but i still cant help but mourn over it a little. It saddens me that we couldnt go our seperate ways on good terms but i wouldnt change my decision. I've also had to cut ties with certain family members. I discovered some things about them and i had to part ways with them. Its sad you know? Because it's family. Music and writing has kept me sain. That is all i have for now. Hope everyone is doing well. Until next time.
~B