Failure
Hitting my low point yet again. My 29th birthday will be coming up and I am still no where near where I thought I would be at this stage in my life. I'm still at home with my parents, no kids yet, no boyfriend, and a job that sucks. It's really starting to hit me that I feel like no matter how hard I try I just seem to fail at everything. Some days, I'm okay. and others I just feel like giving up and leaving this damn earth. I just want to be married and have a famiy and have a good job. I have a Masters degree and work as a fuckin clerk...blahhhhh......
I dont know why its so hard for me to find a guy. I'm a nice caring person who would do anything for anybody. Why can't I just meet someone who wants to love me and be with me forever. I know things arent perfect in life but I get so tired of trying and having it slammed in my face. Failure knows me too well!! I need a change in my life. I cant live like this anymore.
I dont know why its so hard for me to find a guy. I'm a nice caring person who would do anything for anybody. Why can't I just meet someone who wants to love me and be with me forever. I know things arent perfect in life but I get so tired of trying and having it slammed in my face. Failure knows me too well!! I need a change in my life. I cant live like this anymore.
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