Day 2

It was my first day back at work. I was soo scared this morning! I felt like I was going to be judged or stared at since most my co workers knew I was pregnant then all of a sudden i am out for 9 days. im sure it was obvious for them. It was not like that at all! I was happy to have my close friends support me and everyone else just kind of gave me a smile and went on. I had a few ups and downs today but mostly work went well. When I got home I was very tired it was the weight of the day and now I am exhausted. I have wanted to crawl up and cry a few times but I am trying to not let it take me over. I keep praying and keep breathing and that's all i think i can do at this point. I can do this. I can make it through. My grandfather always said "slowly but surely we make it".