Sad...
hello again.... I have just taken a sleeping tablet so if I start to sound strange, that is the effect it starts to have...
im feeling sad.... It am missing my mom so much and feeling anxious about my daughter trying to have a baby... life just doesn't turn out the way we expect, does it? I am trying to keep positive and pray that she will soon be pregnant, but the thought of infertility and going through the stress of different treatments etc... Together with her very stressful demanding job, it just stresses me so much. I know how much she wants to have a baby - they have been trying from January. My other daughter also wants to but though she is older she only got married this year so the need is not as great. She is 32 and my younger one 30 so neither are babies!
I hope you are all doing well - Christmas is around the corner and I think each year goes by faster than the last! There are dreadful things happening in the world and I believe we are living in end times - the world cannot carry on in its present state for much longer without some kind of Intervention.
In in the meantime I have been trying the CPAP again. It is hard to know after only a week if it has helped, especially because I have such a bad post nasal drip which works against this CPAP.. So it has been challenging. But I must say I haven't been feeling so weak and fatigued so I think I will do a 1 month trial to make a better assessment.
Lots is of love and blessings to you all. Xxxx
im feeling sad.... It am missing my mom so much and feeling anxious about my daughter trying to have a baby... life just doesn't turn out the way we expect, does it? I am trying to keep positive and pray that she will soon be pregnant, but the thought of infertility and going through the stress of different treatments etc... Together with her very stressful demanding job, it just stresses me so much. I know how much she wants to have a baby - they have been trying from January. My other daughter also wants to but though she is older she only got married this year so the need is not as great. She is 32 and my younger one 30 so neither are babies!
I hope you are all doing well - Christmas is around the corner and I think each year goes by faster than the last! There are dreadful things happening in the world and I believe we are living in end times - the world cannot carry on in its present state for much longer without some kind of Intervention.
In in the meantime I have been trying the CPAP again. It is hard to know after only a week if it has helped, especially because I have such a bad post nasal drip which works against this CPAP.. So it has been challenging. But I must say I haven't been feeling so weak and fatigued so I think I will do a 1 month trial to make a better assessment.
Lots is of love and blessings to you all. Xxxx
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Hello, beautiful. You are so special to us. I just want to say that, not sure why, I just had to say it. I had such a hard time getting pregnant and staying pregnant. I lost 3 babies. I will pray that the Lord will open up your daughters\' wombs and that they will be blessed with healthy babies. I pray for light inside of them to grow and spread all through their abdomens. May they be full of life in every way. Many blessings to you, dearest one.
Thank you for your care, support and prayers. You are such a beautiful person -I pray God blesses you richly.
I\'m so sorry you had so much pain and loss to bear.
Lots of Love to you xx
So sorry I missed this journal and was not here to support you.I am happy to hear that your fatigue has decreased, that is such a positive sign . Don\'t worry about your daughter too much .She hasn\'t been trying for too long really.My daughter was told by her Gynecologist that she would never have children due to having severe polacystic ovarian syndrome.Her daughter is now 8yrs old.My husband who is a qualified herbalist gave her a herbal formula to increase fertility and it sure worked.Well for one baby at least.I agree there are many atrocities happening in the world, but then when we look back through history they have always been happening ,just different.I feel fearful sometimes too.All we can do is try to live our life in a good consciousness and take shelter of God.I think that a lot of us here are sensitive people, including myself ,and we are thrown around by the harshness of this world.Of course being sensitive is also a blessing as we are able to feel love and empathy very easily. Take care my friend .Hugs and love, Di xo
I apologise for only just responding to your journal. My mum had my sister at 36 and was told she couldn\'t have children at all, but here we are! I am 28 this year and my aim is to be well enough to start a family by the time I am 30, I know how your girls feel, it\'s like the clock never stops ticking!! I pray for love and acceptance to shine on you and your family and that new life fills your lives. xxxx
OK! Here I am, another late arrival to this journal! I don\'t get notifications from DS when anyone journals, I seek them out. I\'m sorry I missed this one.
I know the heartache it is for us mothers who\'s daughters cannot have children. My daughter is 33 and has lupus. She cannot have children. This is just the saddest thing ever. She will not marry her fiance because of this. I know it hurts her to the core. She fears he would want children she could not have and doesn\'t want him to commit to her. He loves her and won\'t be seeking out anyone else. You are right. Life just isn\'t fair sometimes!
Hope you had a wonderful Christmas and New Years!!!
Hoping 2015 will give us some restored health! C-pap is wonderful if you can get used to it! I wish you the best! xo
Thank you everyone for your comments and words of comfort. I don\'t get onto the site too much so have missed these replies...sorry.
Well January is well under way and life continues, regardless of how we are feeling. Lots of love to you all. Xxx