Dear diary, This morning I felt depressed-I just wanted to sleep and sleep, and not do anything, but I forced myself too, and know I feel better...I talked with Martin today, and the sting of missing him wasn't as bad as it is sometimes. But there are other things..... I feel like I am so lost, without purpose and direction....about school, career, whether I will ever be able to write for a living! I just couldn't speak my mind and my heart at the support group the other day...can anyone relate to not being heard, and not knowing how to make your feelings understood? PTL tho, tommorow I practice to be a part of the Celebrate Recovery worship band!!! I am really stoked about that ;-) maybe God is giving me favor in others' eyes after all....my poetry got some very sweet comments today, and you guys too have been so good to me! You have trusted me, let me cofided in you as confide in me...you guys are the best!!! Thank you! The inteview went fairly well...please pray if you think of it, that God's hand would guide me, in my choice of job and school, and what doors open. Thanks again! Love you guys, and the Lord bless you mightily, and comfort you greatly! :-) Jasmine