Hey guys,

I made my sales goal at work today-over double it, actually...but I'm also coming down with the sickies that my family has....yuck!! I'm really not in the mood to work another 4 days before a break.... -sigh- I just wrote a poem, which felt good to do, but I should do the right thing and get sleep so that I can succeed at this job...my own stress makes me feel like my job's on the line each time I go in, and I hate that!!!  Oh well, nothing's wrong I guess. Maybe I'm just jealous of my friend getting to see her crush this weekend, when I don't have one, and wondering why I haven't met a guy who strikes my attention yet....silly and petty, I know. I really do have everything I could ever need, and yet there is more that I want, and I get impatient for God's timing, for a marriage and family...for finishing school and getting to write. I know that I will go to Western in the winter...I have faith that it will happen.

But I guess it bothers me not knowing more than that. But I know that if the Lord is really in my going there, then wonderful things will happen when I do go.  I should learn how to live for giving to others, and loving them as God wants. I want to change, and not think of myself so much, but more about my loved ones, and their needs. I am so thankful, just thinking about how much closer I am to them today than I was years ago. It's truly all the Lord's doing!

I hope to finally have my application to WWU off my mind this weekend, and submit it!!!  Sometimes I feel like such a procrastinator...lol! If you could pray for health and strength for my family...they need the Lord's touch of healing. Also, that if it's God's will, that I could still be in choir...

Thanks, good night, and sorry this was so long, it's just some thoughts running thru my head  Take care everyone, and God bless!

 Bye for now,

-Jasmine