I was cleaning out my file folder....yay me right...when I find out, I haven't a freaking clue how much I owe to schoool, or when! I found some paperwork, and put in one spot, feeling pretty good about myself, when I find a love note from Mal that I lost!! This is what I got from my life at school....broken love and trust,lots and lots of debt, not to mention my credit card debt, the credit card I got when I switched banks, so I could go see Malcolm!!!!! God, how much worse could my sad, pathetic life be from the one I left behind....broke, jobless, hopeless, worthless. I want to try to fulfill my dreams WHY???

Sorry, it's just the shitty way I feel right now...