I'm feeling a little scared for the big job hunt today-but hopefully looking foward to a fun movie chill night with my family tonight! The whole story behind my decision to look for new work, is the fact that I have noooo hours this week, except for NEXT week's store meeting-the one that I had Deanna rush me to, yesterday after our fabulous meeting and burger get-together! -sigh-I am so nervous, but I know that I need to pray for strength, confidence, and determination to work my very best at the job that the Lord has for me....please pray for favor with people, and the right job to come soon, and wisdom as to whether or not to keep mine at Le Gourmet Chef!! I am so very blessed-yet I deal with fear, and I just want it to go, and stop haunting me. Even my fear of being alone made me cry last night. I guess I am only slowly making progress towards contmentment, no matter my situation. At least I go foward in the grace of God, and try not to slip back into old bad habits, or trying to gain back the interest of men that are bad for me to spend time with...that's a step in the right direction, right?

Love ya gals, have a fantastic day!
:-) Jasmine