-Sigh- what a day...sometimes even just a little bit of wine just makes me feel sad, I shoudln't have had it. I am feeling a little blue and confused right now...I miss Mal, I miss Tim. I miss uncle Jeff, I miss my Grandpa, and wond how things will happen when Mal and I meet again. Will I melt, and go crazy, or be able to handle it? I feel like crying now, just because I don't get my life in this state right now. To learn to drive, or not to learn to drive...to let romance into my life, when my heart is still tied down to another, but so tired of it!! I feel like nothing is happening within the positive checklist...including eating and drinking too much, because it cheers me for a little while. I want the Lord in my life, but agggggh, it's frustrating. God is invisible, I know, but I wish I felt His hand more in my life right now. We looked at our new house today, but we don't even now if we're moving to that one!!!
-SIGH-
-maudlin in Marysville, aka Jasmine
-SIGH-
-maudlin in Marysville, aka Jasmine
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Things in your life will work out in Gods time..^_^ Romance will come into your life in Gods time. Remember that God has that special someone out there for you..^_^ God is with you always, even though he is invisable he will heed your prayers..^_^. Even though we have alot on our checklist..its best to take things slow and accomplish things one day at a time...^_^