Dear journal,

love and life are so complicated, arent they. One minute you think you understand what's going on, and then it throws you for a loop!! Oh well...here we go again, for better or for worse... ;-) how could I pretend to be truly happy if I don't give Tim a chance. I have loved him for way too long to back out of the possibility of a relationship with him now...

ttyl journal,
Jazzi