i just feel really crappy.  seems like i just don't belong anywhere anymore.  my heart is beating real fast like it's in my throat, kind of fluttery.  wonder why we go on. how can i last years & years like this.

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i am an idiot
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I have the same feelings. Everyday is an effort. Please try to take a minute at a time. Bless you love lucille
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Well i wonder the same and ask for god to take me so i will not miss her then i think and dont want her kids and my kids and hubby to miss me like that so i must stay her and love her and love her kids.
love you camie