dad

i stayed home from school today cuz dad messed me up again. i get tired of the questions and everyone thinks im a jerk that walks around getting in fights all the time. i let them think that cuz i cant tell anyone its my dad. i dont know what trigerd him last night. i no what sets him off and i avoid those things but nothing i no i did. all i did was walk out my room to get a drink and he grabs me by the shirt and slams me into the wall. yelin about what pece of shit i am and how much he hates me and i just kep saying ok dad im sorry and his fucking fists start flyin and i get knocked to the ground and hes yelin at me get up and fight like a man. i dont want fight him. i dont like fighting him. hes my fucking dad and i dont want fight him. i didnt want fight him. he hates me. theres no way i cover all the bruises. the way i feel right now scares me. i dont want become him but the anger i feel hurts more than what he did