There are no presents under the tree this year. My wife will go out at the last second and pick up a few things for the kids. Money is tight for us like many familys. This is nothing new. But we have each other, and that means more to me than anything else.  I have no money to give. But I can still give. It doesn't have to be money. Sometimes I lay awake at 3am thinking. Thinking about people who have had their lives turned upside down by cholesterol lowering drugs. Some of these people were perfectly healthy before lipitor. Now they struggle to walk.  I want to help them because I have experienced their pain. I know what its like.  I study human biology. I search for answers. I communicate with those suffering statin induced muscle weakness and answer their cries for help. They have been abandoned by their physicians. They turn to the net for answers. I have learned more about the human body and cholesterol than I ever thought I would. I have learned more about endocrinolgy than I bargained for.