Yesterday I got lost in the sadness... Today thank you Cara and SOTH I'm picking myself up and going forward.  Cara right here beside me...


Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can!  Quote from Danny Kaye


A little help from the universe... I ran across this on a woman's pogo profile... Wow... Okay... so I'm not ready to pick up a paint brush... but that's okay... perhaps my medium will not be paint... perhaps I will try to paint a little bit of strength for myself and my SOTH with words...

I read journals a lot of time but don't comment... I should I know... sometimes I am lost in thought... and I just want to carry the thoughts you've shared with me...  One thing I am working hard to keep is the things you share about how your children are not gone from your lives...  You see them and feel them with you in an infinite number of ways all the time.  I believe the messages we receive are real.  Its hard to hang on to the heart we get from their messages at times... We start doubting what we felt at the time...    The messages are real.  Our children are with us.  I honestly think our children wants us to live and to be happy... No they are not here in the physical sense... but they want us to know that they are very much here in the spirit and that frankly... that is what is real...
By the way Terri...  Cara and I used to joke about who was the biggest boitch....  To us being a boitch meant you were a person who didn't take poop off of nobody...  Don't mean we're mean or ugly... quite the reverse actually... but if someone is mean or ugly we won't mind telling them to kiss our Rhett Butler fannies in a heartbeat... LOL

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Missinglisa
Missinglisa

Please don\'t apologize for not responding to journals. The important thing is that you are getting the support you need. Some of us are more verbal than others. I respond if I feel I have something to share - apparently I have a lot to share. It helps me to write. Responding is therapeutic for me. The wonderful thing about FMO is that we can be as involved as we want or need.
Our children are indeed with us.
Love and hugs,
Marlene