Cara I don't love you less... I actually love you more because I think through others you're telling me that I can love and respect you more by not letting life end before its time... by loving you and our loved ones here as long as I'm supposed to...  so I'm working harder on learning to live again.  I wasn't ready for you to travel on... but I don't get the final say... and you told me its wonderful so I'm going to take your word my baby girl... I still miss your earthly presence but I'm so grateful for your continuing support for me.  Love you baby.  Mama