Good Morning, I'm picking up and feeling better.  I am reading journals and thinking about how  much we have gone through together.  I'm not writing much.. just reading and thinking...  Going to go check out some more journals... see how my peeps are... hey Tiff... did I say it right?  *Smile*  I just thought of something I wanted to add...  I was looking at DylansmomDenise's pictures... just something drew me there this morning...  She had posted a tribute to Dylan's 1st angel date which was Dec 21st...  and it had a little verse on it that just kind of made my heart smile..  Look to the sky at night,Not with your eyes But with your heartAnd witness a starthat twinklesMore than any other....  I read those lines and I was reminded of a song... Somewhere Out There... and there's a line in that song about wishing on that same bright star... and I thought how if each of us looks at the sky and finds the star that twinkles more than any other we will see our child... and if we think a little further... we'll see all our children... and I just find this thought good...Hugs Elissa 

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My Dear Friend it is in the writing of YOUR thoughts and feelings that the healing begins. Each jurney is an individual attempt. The \"peeps\" can walk with you, around you and carry you but they cannot resolve that which is YOUR heart. Your gift is your sensitivity and the ability to care deeply....your talent is to write and reach those through originality and introspection. You my dear have been skating on others emotions and covering your own. I would not be surprised if you are not in deep pain and confusion right now reflecting others and not feeling yours. JMHO.....Love Ya, Kathy
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Love that song and your thought about it...and you.
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I have not shared this with any of my DS friends, but many years ago I gave birth to twins. Both died shortly after birth. I often look at the stars and think the twinkling ones are them winking at me. The song you mentioned: from the first time I heard it (long after they were born and died) it became my song for them. Thank you for sharing and I send big hugs!
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I am so happy to hear that you are feeling better today!
I too am a fan of that song, it\'s a beautiful song.
Tyler thinks that his sissy is the brightest star in the sky, and thinks that she is up there watching down on him and the rest of us all the time. And when the night sky doesn\'t show a sign of a star he gets so upset. He will like that little paragraph you found in dylansmomdenises journal! Thank you for sharing it! Hugs
Candice
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I TALK TO THE STARS EVERY NIGHT:)
I HAVE TO...IT KEEPS ME GOING!!
I KNOW ONE OF THEM IS MY SON THAT I LOVE AND MISS SO MUCH!!!