wow... just when I'm about to get myself together... it all falls apart... Know that feeling? I know you do... so its just hang on... Have yall noticed how all issues just seem like mountains... too much to do... don't have the want to... ah well... maybe tomorrow...
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thats okay you can do it each day is a chance for a new begining i have faith that you can hugs love jody
yep, I know that feeling! One of the things I\'ve come to accept is that getting myself together has a whole new meaning now...I\'m not who I was, not the person who did it all...I don\'t have it all now...not the same reasons for being nor the same motivations for doing. So my goals are all askew and I\'ve had to reset them...they are small now, just getting dressed some days, doing little things for me now. Be gentle with you, tomorrow brings new possibilities. ((((love you))))
Everything is an effort. Even a shower. Taking one little step at a time. Until we can take bigger steps. HUGS...
hang in there elissa!!!!!
Elissa, I know the feeling very well but all we can do is hang in there. Tomorrow is another day.
Huge hugs
Roz
Lots of love to you today! Kat
You know Elissa I used to be up early with a whole lot of stuff that HAD to be done. I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders because I was sure if I didn\'t do it no one would. Then I learned something.... a hard, hard lesson...but a good one I think. I had a stroke....now that doesn\'t sound too much like a blessing but it taught me something when I couldn\'t get up early and do stuff....when I could no longer remember there was stuff to be done...it taught me that the people around me that loved me would pick up the slack and do the things that were always important to me until I could remember. Well I never did remember the old driven me....I thought maybe I should mourne that person but instead I made a new list of \"stuff\" and you know what? Somedays I can stay in my jamies, eat Hugs and watch TV. Somedays I can hang out with my grandkids and somedays I can tinger with my computer. The important stuff I do is with my old and sick people and my kids have gotten involved too. That\'s good because someday when I can\'t they will carry it on. Oh yeah I am a fat old relaxed puppy now. I miss my son and I miss my sister...I am afraid the my mom is getting old, I am afraid sometimes that I won\'t see the babies grow up but while I am kicking I\'m going to do something...even if it\'s just hanging out in my jamies. Love Ya, Kathy
i now live my life like that.
SOMETIMES I RELY ON MY LIFE BEING SO HECTIC!!! IT MEANS IM TOO BUSY TO STOP AND THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING I HAVE BEEN GOING THRU. BUT AT TIMES I STILL NEED THAT DOWN TIME FOR MY REALITY CHECK!!! I AM SO ARFRAID OF LOOSING MY MEMORIES OF DYLAN, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM ALSO AFRAID OF THE HEARTACHE OF MISSING HIM SO VERY MUCH. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND I HOPE IT SOFTENS FOR ALL OF US!!!
LOVE AND HUGS
Yes just take a deep breath and Exhale, and Move Onward.. Tomarrow is another day, and one may follow that one also.. Do what you can and No more and it\'s ok..