I've been reading a lot of things that have been giving me blessings...  I have seen that in our journals seems like some of us are feeling a lifting of the spirit... and I am so grateful for all of us... Thanksgiving and Christmas are coming... and our children want us to do the best we can to make something good out of it... I have my grandchildren I want to set a good example for... and if I don't Cara might give me a swift kick... because those are her babies and her nieces and nephews.... I feel like Cara is smiling...  If yall get a chance I hope you go read RememberKala's journal... Its a couple of days back... A poem from Kala to her mom... and I think everyone of our kids agrees... Thank You Kala... and thank you all our babies...  Hugs Elissa