I changed the mood icon yesterday... but I just noticed it didn't change...  guess it isn't so upsetting that I should type a bunch of funny characters to emphasize my frustration with things that don't work exactly as I would have them work.... so I'll just growl a bit... *Smile*I feel a little better than ok... almost I would say great but as amusing as it may see I'm afraid to say I feel great or excellent... because as we all know the pain lurks around the corner...  My cat is lurking under my desk... poor love waiting for me to have time to pet him... uh oh... no he wasn't.... just caught him going after the blinds... He loves  to bat the blinds on the other side of my desk... what a lovely noise they make...Cara continues to call me around 10pm every night... Well... I say its Cara.... Its not at exactly the same time.... so its not some computer glitch with the phone right....  matter of fact she didn't call till around 10:15pm last night... I told her she was late....  I do keep wondering what is she trying to tell me... Just hello... Hi mom... or did something happen that night... I know I've talked about this before... but I am wondering...  wish I could talk to a psychic... ah well I'm afraid sometimes they're all charlatans...  i.e.  I feel like someone here has lost a loved one who's name begins with... J... yes J that's what I'm getting... so we all start trying to think... who could it be... and suddenly... bingo....  Well my daughter's name doesn't begin with J but she had a good friend named Julie... could it be her... oh yeah my psychic friend might say... I see it is a friend she was very close to....   well... I don't know if they were all that close... oh... well maybe they weren't that close... but somehow she's wanting to share something maybe with or about Julie....  hmmmmmm I start trying to make the piece of the puzzle fit because I want a message so bad...  so that's how I see the psychic game sometimes... I do believe in psychic phonomena... I don't believe these insights come at one in box car loads... ah well... there's a lot I don't know or understand... I sure wish I could figure out what's going on with the phone thing... <>I am afraid that maybe I'll find out that something bad happened to Cara earlier that night... I have wondered this whole time... where was she... what happened between 8:30pm and 3am the next morning when she died...  I'm scared but Cara if you want to talk to me I'm listening... and honey... I love you.... 

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If I were to go to a psychic I would want something really significant...something that only he and I would know rather than something I had to make fit or try to figure out. And I most assuredly don\'t want to hear that same old \"it was his time\" message because that would just anger me. Now about the phone ringing...I\'ve long been telling my inventive son that he needs to get to work on a direct phone line from heaven...I want person to person calls, no operator assistance so to speak. Curious that your phone is ringing every night...I like to think it\'s Cara just saying \"Hi\". (((Love you)))
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I agree with sybil. cara is missing her mom and is saying hi and love you.
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{{{hugs}}} Cara is just calling her mom to say hello and she loves you. and i do too! ~ charlayne
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I have been to psychics before but have only ever found one that was dinkum (as we say here in Oz)or as you Americans would say good and honest.
She turned out to be a woman who lived in the same suburb as me and went to the same schools etc. She knew nothing about me when we met for the reading and I never say a word until after they tell me what they have to tell me. I don\'t fall for that. When she was finished I was totally gob smacked. She told me things that no-one else in this world knew but me. Not even my sweet hubby and they were spot on. Everything that she told me was going to happen in the future has happened. She told me about my daughter getting sick and having trouble getting well. She told me that Eric was going to get real sick, she told me that within twelve months I was going to be a great grandmother and I was in 11 months and 2 weeks after the reading and so many other things that have come to pass. So yes I do believe in psychic phenomenon but I am also very wary with it. A lot of them are charlatans but very occasionally you do find one that has the gift.
As far as Cara goes she is certainly letting you know that she is ok and she loves you and you will be ok too.
Huge hugs
Roz.
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I agree with you, it must be Cara calling to say hello and that she loves you!!!I am so happy for you!!!big ((((hugs)))))
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i agree that it is cara calling. wanting to let you know that she is doing just fine mom and it stop your worrying. hugs jan