My thoughts aren't good aren't bad... not even thinking much... I seem to have lost touch and don't really know how to retrieve it... Ah well... perhaps tomorrow... No matter what God bless you all

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I get this way too-it\'s like I\'m in a la la land-maybe it\'s because when I\'m there it\'s easier not to feel so much-it takes so much effort to fight the pain sometimes and push on-la la land is not so bad a place every now and then! Love, Sandy
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{{{hugs}}} i understand. just seems easier to be in another world. doesn\'t hurt as bad. love you! ~ charlayne
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I find if I find something to do that I love like make a wedding cake (see in my pics) that feeling tends to disappear. I often feel like this but always try to do something to lift me out of it. Sometimes you just have to go with it though. You go numb and start not to feel. I pray for you and hope you will be feeling much better real soon.
Love Roz.
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The nothingness is sometimes preferable to the harsh reality...I found little comfort anywhere in the early days, especially as the one year mark approached...any distraction from the pain was welcome. Know that you are in my thoughts...((((love & hugs))))
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.....all I can say is for you to remember that I love you LOTS! Kat
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Elissa,I\'ve missed u..Did u change ur email address?..Don\'t bother thinking,,we\'ll never get the answers we want..Keep in touch Sister,I\'m always gere for u....Love Ya,EDITH