Dear God you're not going to give me back my child... can you please let her death be of benefit to other lost children and their families... Somehow someway God let me find some meaning.... Its not just Cara Lord... our children are dying at the rate I've been told of over 100,000 a year... That's too many God... Please grant us mercy.... This is my prayer for today.... I had written this to another friend to add to her daily prayers... Hey she offered... I just accepted her offer..... *Smile*Anyway what I got from a lot of your responses to my last post made me think you'd like to know yes I'm still praying... Its the only way it makes any sense...One more request... Please pray that Cara speaks to me to let me know she's doing good for her birthday.... Its her birthday... bu I want the gifts.... Hugs Elissa
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Praying that you have sweet dreams of your Cara. She was a gift to you when she was born! May you continue to have more gifts of her. I know she is watching over you and holding you close. Hugs and prayers for you dear. Love, lana
Praying that you feel Cara close to comfort you and embrace you with her love. May heaven be having one big celebration for your girl...and may my boy be right there with her! Sweet dreams! ((((Love you))))
Praying for you too that you feel Cara close by. I know she is always around you and she knows how much you love her. Hugs, ~Steph
I\'ll pray with you. Love & hugs.
I pray every day that your dear Cara is close to you. I will pray an extra special prayer for you tonight. Hugs and much love to you.
Roz.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET CARA! I BET BIRTHDAYS IN HEAVEN ARE THE GREATEST, CARA YOUR MAMA NEEDS YOU TO COME COMFORT HER TODAY AND TO HELP HER FIND MEANNING IN ALL THIS PAIN. WOULD YOU ASK GOD TO ANSWER YOUR MAMA\'S PRAYERS AND TO HELP HER FIND HER PLACE IN THIS WORLD THAT NOLONGER HAS YOU IN IT. SOMETIMES WE GET LOST ALONG OUR WAY AND NEED GOD TO GUIDE US TO SOMETHING THAT HAS MEANING AND SHE NEEDS AN ANSWER AS TO WHY GOD WOULD TAKE YOU SO SOON. YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY TODAY IN HEAVEN AND KNOW THAT WE ARE ALL THINKING OF YOU TODAY, YOUR MAMA HAS HELPED US COME TO KNOW YOU THROUGH HER WRITING. SHE MISSES YOU SO AND NEEDS YOU TO BE WITH HER TODAY SO ASK GOD TO GRANT YOU 1 BIRTHDAY WISH AND COME SPEND SOME TIME WITH HER. I LOVE YOUR MAMA AND WILL BE HERE FOR HER, WILL YOU BE THERE FOR MY MAMA AND GIVE HER A BIG HUG AND KISS FOR ME? PLEASE ASK HER TO VISIT ME MORE OFTEN, IT HELPS A LOT WHEN I FEEL HER NEARBY...
I LOVE YOU DEARLY ELISSA, I PRAY YOU CAN VISUALIZE THE PARTY IN HEAVEN TODAY, THEY\'RE ALL THERE CELABRATING THE LIFE CARA ONCE HAD AND ALL THE BEAUTIFUL GIFTS SHE\'S RECEIVING THERE. IT IS HEAVEN AFTER ALL, THE STREETS ARE GOLDEN THE GATES ARE MADE OF PEARLS THE MANSIONS ARE CRESTED WITH EVERY PRECIOUS JEWEL KNOWN TO MAN ANGELS WALK THE THE SAME STREETS SHE DOES, AND SHE HAS RECEIVED HER HEAVENLY BODY SHE NOLONGER CRIES OUT FOR IT. OH THE BEAUTY OF IT ALL IS FAR MORE THAN WE CAN EVER IMAGINE, BUT WE\'LL NOT HAVE TO IMAGINE FOR EVER FOR OUR DAY WILL COME WHEN WE\'LL JOIN THEM ALL AND DWELL IN THE HIGH PLACE FOR ALL ETERNITY. I LOVE YOU BUNCHES BE BLESSED TODAY WITH THE VISIT YOU\'RE AWAITING. LOVE, KIMMIE
Thinking of you and praying for your peace. You will find that special something that only you and Cara can give to the world which will make it a better and safer place.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING CARA.
Hugs from Teri and Kala
I\'m praying for you. And I think your daughters death has meaning to it for other people and that will help them. There are alot of cildrens death it seams we hear them more and more now. It\'s so sad but I feel God has a purpose that we do not know or will never know till we get to heaven. Just put all your focus on Him and he\'ll see you through and He will bless you.
Elissa, I hope Cara sent you something yesterday. I hope you feel her. And if you didn\'t it\'s not because she wasn\'t trying. She is always with you. Happy Birthday Cara. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy
Well there they were.....Adam carrying Timmy on his shoulders. Adam with a shit eatin grin and Timmy with Chocolate all over his face and into his blond hair. Mama\'s cake was dripping with love. Jan and Pat were dancing along behind singing some silly song about Wild Thing@ Cara had a crown...crafted cleaverly by Adam and Molly sat directly on top of her head peaking out between the peaks of the crown. She was holding a pink rose and handing it out to you...her mama....her heart. Happy Birthday Elissa for it is also your celebration too...your birth into motherhood and to that lifelong love that will be forever and forever. Love Ya, Kathy