Just reading, thinking and wanting to share.  Happy 4th Everybody! 

Just imagine the fireworks display in heaven today.  I can just picture them organizing it now.... The older kids are excited for the younger kids... Jake at 13... that's khillman's son... oh boy... and he's something of a daredevil... the youngest are watching wide eyed... they're all so excited.... I plan on going... going to take a mind trip....  Its going to be the biggest best fireworks display ever... Maybe it will be an independence day from earthly cares...  all the songs from all the countries... sung by people of all nations.... Its going to be grand... Hugs Elissa
 

So this morning I woke up to a blessing... just what I needed to help me today and I wanted to share it with all of you...  I want to say that your responses to my journals... your journals... your messages and hugs... the gift of communicating with you all... my friends... my daily strength family is a treasure and I am so grateful.  Anyway I copied comet's response to my journal and my response... I hope it will bring you a measure of the peace it brings me.  Hugs Elissa

  comet: God promises us in Rev. 21 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain. If that is the case then I know we will hold our loved ones again one day.
In faith, hope and love. Pam

I thank you so much for your message in my journal... and you know what... I believe you and I know the scripture... seems like I'd got stuck on these other thoughts and scripture and was having a hard time dealing with them... but you are so right... no way I wouldn't mourn if I couldn't be my children's mama... so it has to be that I will be... I guess I'll have a much wider understanding... but just to know that... oh it helps a lot... I really don't demand any more understanding... but I have to know that the role that has meant more to me than all others will still be... Selfish... yes I know it... its how it is and no use in me lying... I do hope you have the most wonderful day ever... I am so thankful I wish I could hug you for real... *Smiles and Hugs* Elissa

I don't know if I've ever picked the excellent mood... I'm sort of scared to update my mood to that point... lots of times I don't change my mood up or down because when I'm down its too much bother... and when I'm up I'm afraid of everything hitting me in the face again... but today... I have to go all the way... lights flashing... bells ringing....  *Smile Smile Smile*