Sick
I've been sick, missed 2 weeks of work. Bronchitis, went to the doc, got a shot that pushed my blood sugar higher than the meter would read, so I ended up in the hospital for several days trying to stabilize. Now I'm pretty stable and seem to be getting better, though not at all 100%. And I'm tired, and bored, and lonely.
My daughter broke up with her boyfriend, so she has been sad, but she is out tonight. I wish someone would call me or visit. I feel so needy right now, I just want someone to care about me. I know my sisters do, up in Detroit, but they are so far away. I've played some music but that hasn't helped me. There is a woman I've dated, I like her, but feel a distance between us so large right now I can't even call her. Basically I feel alone, unhappy, depressed. I know I'm supposed to be in charge of my feelings but right now they are ruling me. And I'm down.
My daughter broke up with her boyfriend, so she has been sad, but she is out tonight. I wish someone would call me or visit. I feel so needy right now, I just want someone to care about me. I know my sisters do, up in Detroit, but they are so far away. I've played some music but that hasn't helped me. There is a woman I've dated, I like her, but feel a distance between us so large right now I can't even call her. Basically I feel alone, unhappy, depressed. I know I'm supposed to be in charge of my feelings but right now they are ruling me. And I'm down.
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