NOt feeling my usual self today.  All I want to do is go to sleep and  never wake up again.  I managed to wake myself up around 10.  I took my kid for some school clothes.  All the did was manage to argue.  I chose to ignore them and live in my own horror.  I thought of ways that I could cut.  I came home and slept all afternoon,  I did some cutting and then after feeling a litle better from thet Icame back on line for awhile.  NOw I am going  back to be unil it si time to go pick up the kid from footbal l again.