I just got home from working the overnight shift. I don't feel like myself today, I feel very anxious and depressed today. I feel overwhelmed by so many things that are going on in my life right now. I have so many things to do and not enough time to get them done in. I think this is due to my working extra hours this week, I know I should refuse the hours but we can use the money and I feel guilty for only working part time, I should be able to work full time like a normal person. I feel ugly, fat, slobby, stupid, bad mother, bad wife, bad friend, bad person in general today. I hate when I feel this way. I need to pull myself out of this hole I fall into. I have been doing good for the past 3 weeks since I have been home from the hospital. I guess I will take a shower and try to make myself feel a little better about myself.
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Why do we feel this way. Fat Ugly Stupid Sometimes those words keep going through my head over and over. I feel like people are looking at me and thinking Fat Ugly Stupid. It is funny to hear someone else feels that way. Sometimes I think it has to be some uncontrollable chemical thing. I\'m finding comfort in knowing that other people are going through the same things I do. I never look at others and think that about them. I just feel like I\'m that way. I hope you feel better. You sound like a great person,so don\'t think that way. I\'m here if you need a friend.
Thank you, when I am tired I seem to get this way. I am feeling a little better now. Thanks for being there for me.