Today is a good day for me. I went to work and had a good day there, I went and had a hair cut, while my daughter had her hair done for the prom tonight. It felt good to do something for myself. My husband is working overtime tonight so I can breathe easy for awhile tonight. I can watch the ballgame in peace. I still am having a problem with what I did 12 days ago, but I guess I will never get over trying to kill myself. I know now that it was the wrong way to try to solve my problems,but at the time it seemed like the right thing to do. I hope my memory loss is not due to all the pills I took. I have been having a lot of problems with my memory. Or maybe it is the new medication the dr put me on. I still am having a hard time with liking myself, but I am working on it. Tommorow is a new day. My self esteem really sucks, but I can thank my husband for taking that away from me.