Well here I am again, I am doing good today. I went out shopping for the first time since I have been home from the hospital. It felt good to get out of the house. Of course my husband called me to find out what I was up to, he feels the need to check up on me. I wish he would just leave me alone. I feel a little anxious today, but nothing I can't handle. The medications are helping me. I went to my son's spring concert last night and almost had to leave because it was so crowded and so noisy, this has never happened to me before it was a little scary. I stayed and dealt with it. I still feel that life sucks though, I can't seem to shake this feeling. I need to make a decision and I can't do it. I need to think a lot more about my situation before I make it. Which adds to my depression and worries. I guess we all have tough decisions to make some times in our lifes, it just doesn't seem like I can catch a break lately. Well everyone have a great night.