Today I feel this feeling of dread. I feel as though something bad is going to happen to me. I am worried about alot of things. I get this way when I am getting depressed. I have been sleeping alot the past week, being really bitchy. I hope my depression isn't coming back. The only good thing this week is that my therapist will be back from vacation. I have an appointment with her on Tuesday and Friday. I really need some therapy right about now. I need someone to talk to. Life really sucks for me right about now. Husband still isn't facing reality about relationship and it really bugs me, that he doesn't see things like I do. I can't even talk to him. We have marriage counseling tommorow I will bring up our relationship once again and see how far it gets me once again, probably will get me nowhere as usual, I don't know why we continue to go, we just waste our money going there. Same old thing week after week.
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We are soooo like twins! I too have been having this feeling of dread and have been depressed, soooo depressed. Mar still does not get it with me, I want to talk and he says \"I\'ve heard it before\". My niece will at least listen to me, but basically she does not get the part of me not wanting to go out and sleeping all day. Mar\'s way of giving me \"positive re-inforcement is \"about time you did something\". What the hell is that? I know he loves me but he shows it materialistically of which I do not need. I need him to hold me, let me talk, tell me it\'s going to be ok. He is not a touchy-feely type of guy but I really need that now. Usually I leave his home on Monday mornings but because of the storm I am stuck here and I have to come back on Wed to go to my shrink to get my meds so I am afraid I am stuck here for the week, always makes me depressed. We just have to fight this and hope that a lightening bolt hits our men so they can understand what we are going through! Be strong.