Today has been a very long tiring day. I worked the overnight shift last night. I came home this morning and had to go out for an appointment in the morning,didn't get home until 12:45. I layed down didn't fall asleep until around 2-2:30 had to get up at three to go to a doctors appointment at 3:45. I am exhausted. I cooked dinner for the kids cleaned up dinner dishes, and now I am ready to relax. I had a rough day with flashbacks,spent alot of time telling myself I was okay, took some ativan to calm my nerves. My husband is still acting like there is nothing wrong, which is starting to scare me a little. I think I am going to approach him on the subject tommorow, I can't stand it anymore, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Better to get it all out in the open, which I thought I did on MOnday in marriage counseling. Hopefully I will be able to sleep tonight usually a day of flashbacks means a night full of nightmares and no sleep. I really need to sleep. Tommorow is another day.