Oh yeah, In my guallability when I first joined DS, I entered my wifes name and email as a support and Doug sent my profile to her. I am guessing she will get updates on my journal entries and I don't know how to stop that. Robin, If you do read this, Know that I love you. God knows, I have told you and showed you often enough, but also know this, If you do decide to go your own way, or, even if you continue to keep me hanging round as an option, there will be consequences. My strength is returning, slowly for sure, but it is returning. Be carefull of what you wish for. You just might yet get it. Love mick
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My friend, i hope this is a private corner for you, but if not I hope somehow she is moved to re-examine and re-commit.... I will hold my highest hopes that will be the way of it fro you both. The grass is rarely as green as people think.....
Hi Boyd,
I don\'t know how to make it private, and the truth is I don\'t much care anymore if she sees it or not. I don\'t think she even cares enough to check if doug does send notifications to her.
I am an affectionate and passionate man and I am desperately craving both - have been for 3 years. I am cerain that I will find someone else to love me for who and what I am.
Sorry to hear about your troubles. Generally speaking if you suspect something is wrong, it probably is. I cannot even begin to tell you that I know or understand why people can\'t just say what they want in life instead of just playing games. Why deceive and lie. I\'ve been through this and don\'t wish it on anyone. I hope you find what you are looking for and need. It sounds like you really love your wife. Tell her that there are alot of women out there who are looking for a good man who doesn\'t cheat and lie. By the way, the pics are beautiful.
Hi Zowie,
Thank youu very much and I am very glad you like a couple of my images. This is a new found obsession for me (photography) and it is teaching me to really look and things and places I have allways just taken for granted.
During my troubles, I had even forsaken my Faith for a while but how can one witness the magnificence of a sunrise or set over the water, anywhere and have any doubt of a Divine Creator?
i am truly blessed in living in a place like this, where I have the freedom and the opportunity to sit quietly and just watch the sun go down, taking the odd photograph here and there. i can in no way do this miracle justice, but I try my best.
Many of my images contain my wife in them and they are more \"happy snaps\" than art and I am trying hard to exclude here from my little place here.
I will add more images as I find them. They are tucked away in folders all over this hard drive.
Love,
Mick
WEll, Mick, so sorry that you are undergoing such difficult circumstances. As you know by now, you find a super duper great site here, with wonderful folks, ready to respond, assist, give feedback, and provide honesty. The honesty means so much to us all, and you will get it here! I just read your one thread, my gosh, 90 replies, quite smashing of a response. You can tell we love ya, support ya, and will try our best to help you in any way, possible. I just posted something minutes ago, regarding a \"Farewell Survival Kit, for the Shit\".
I\'ll check later. Lately, I have been enjoying using sarcasm. Hope you enjoy!
Well Hello there girl! thank you for dropping in and for the kind words. I love that \"Farewell Survival Kit\" idea it just seems so apt. A stroke of genius and I am going to build up something to give to her as she walks out.