Still hard to ignor fb but still managing to stay away i hope i dont cave im scared what may happend if i do he may try and sucker me in for another round how y i have a choice on anybody a man who will just le me be a hose wife and raise a family then i can have all the time i need to work on my self and make my self be amazing lol maybe i dunno if anything is there , i dunno if i will be capavle to love again but i want more children why not if he can afford to do it that way and im out of my rents right , and things will be my way not his if i went back to the other i know prolly only anatter of tine before he does it again and i how little do i think of my self to do that maybe alot i dunno we shall see if i go back one more roud i could risk loosing mr money man and i abd a great future for my baby she can go to privite school like i want with him and any future kids i have and be more then i ever was