Today is a random stuggle a toad block life likes to through out there every now and again, im avoiding fb as best to my abilities as because it is a habbit and addiction i know theres more drama that awaits me there but i just caint handle another thing right now, i dont have the energy as because i have a rank cough that has drianed me physically and my now ex so far anyways has drianed me emotionally i proved my self to him whn will he prove him self to me he dumped me now three time since we started dating and to me no matter what people r going through shouldnt do that to another if teres that much going on maybe u shouldnt date someone till its all figured out then, so mean while hes trying to call or have people text me to go online i am holding my own this time he needs to figure out what he wants and u know what i doubt its me i think he only like me cuz i was so easy to talk into things for that short time but i always kept my eyes open, i made sure what ever i gbe i new i could handle not recieving bak just in case besides my ipod but ill have to buy a new one grrr inless he has a heart and still gives it back seeing it was a gift from my mother ,